1 really is a lonely #

So it's been almost two weeks now since Art left for Part 1 of his deployment. He is at training in LA. So far it has been ok, I am used to living without him since we spent all of last year doing it.  But it still is hard to be in this big place all by myself.  I know it's only going to get harder though, because I am pretty sure the amount of time I actually get to talk to him will drop. I get anxiety just thinking about it. Thank heavens he will be home for Christmas in fact he might be getting home early for his Christmas leave!!! I am beyond excited. I still don't know how I am going to be when he actually leaves because I was pretty much a disaster the night before he left two weeks ago, and I knew he would be back in 3-4 weeks....but the next time he will be leaving and not coming back and I may or may not get to see him before he actually deploys. Ugh, I get stressed thinking about it. Well for now I am just going to enjoy the time we will get, that's all I can do right? Wishing you all happy holidays and enjoy the people you are with and don't get bothered over the little things:).